last night's debut party !

yah! ye heard it ? Sunday, 28th day of December 2008, 7pm. t'was ate Mau's 18th natal day. After such time and now here it is. It's been 18 years and finally she's in a legal age. haha. (LOL) or maybe a LADY now. 18th birthday only happened once in one's life. Others did things to make it pretty cool, unforgettable, and fun, while others just don't want to make it special. But well, the most important thing is you're happy even without a party. You're contented with just a small celebration with fam, relatives and friends. That was good enough for you to feel it's special.
The last night party was just so cool that everyone enjoyed. I wasn't supposed to attend the said party but (tala) insisted. Tala is the youger sister of te Mau and at the same time my close friend now in college and a classmate. Being unprepared, I'm late and yeaa. seems 'em just a so-what called stranger.Look what I had worn. [2 girls(up)the one wearing blue jacket] haha! cheap noh? When I was about to enter the gate of Le Jardin Arnevel, I felt so ashamed. Guess I was the only one who joined without that casual dress! *epal ih* haha ! nakashorts pa ku ih, tapos nkajacket. haha! But well, they said "that's okay" haha! so feel comfy then. the venue was so cute, the designs and ice carving. Minuites passed, then eating was then next. *eat eat eat* with a background band.
After dinner, the party started at dun nagsimula ang mas nakakahiya. I was intended to be one of the 18 candles instead 'coz some were not there. It was so ugh! nakakahiya. I was in stage and yea. hindi ako nakacasual. urgh! waaa. parang gusto ko ng umuwi .. but well, still it ended with a laugh. The last person with a candle was Tala and she just get so emotional that she'd cried in the stage. For a reason na inaaway daw siya ng ate niya. haha. (LOL) that was the first time I saw her crying.
Next thing was the 18 roses, then the 18 shotsfollowed by the 18 treasures. Then the party ended. That's how'd the cool party done. I was advised to spend my night here in there house. (matatag) kapal noh? and yeaa, em typing here. sa pc nila, harhar, XD

whengkx <3>

share ..

Just wanna share this edited pic. I got this pic from my sis's new account in fs. It looks good and I appreciate the person who did this. This was edited from her friend, maybe her suitor? haha! LOL. whatever. My sister is a fresh grad nursing student and already took the board exam last month.Well, hope she'll pass.

wheng <3

SOON TO BE ...

Lately, I decided to change my URL. Actually I've been planning to change it since the first week of having this blog. Just an info, I would like to inform y'all that http://whengtutx01.blogspot.com won't be workin' anymore .. instead of http://whengtutx01.blogspot.com, it'll be http://herthoughts.blogspot.com .. after this Christmas season, I'll be using the new URL. la lang, feel ku lang., haha!

anyway, lemme share you what happened this day ..
december 18, 2o08 is the day, it's our last day, and the christmas vacation is about to come! For my thursday sched, I have 3 subjects and we had our quiz! the quiz for trigo , the unexpected quiz from IT 123, and PGS2. ohmy! that was too harsh. haha! lol. but well, maybe we're just too lucky to passed on time. We don't know if we really got the correct answer in IT. In our trigo, I only got 15 over 20. (wew ;x) while in PGS2.. hmm, t'was not bad. We just intended to wrote "What's the essence of Yuletide Season". haha!
The last day was not that sad. My classmates were too busy for the swimming plan for this saturday and so we were. Our group wasn't supposed to join but they insisted. haha. they're too busy also inviting our teachers
The day just ended with a smile on our face. laughing, and giggling. neaaha! XD

a last year great summer experience ..

I'd like to share the great summer experience. haha! lol.

This story happened last year back when I was a senior student. It was summer break so all of my family decided to spend the summer break in the province where my grandparents lived.

My expectations were high as our province is one of the quiet good destinations. Despite being unfamiliar with a lot of things in province, my excitement grew as we approach the road or maybe the zigzag and dusty road through lola's place. From what I had seen so far, it should be a great summer.

So you could just imagine my disappointment when I saw my grandma's house. It was a typical “bahay kubo” with nipa as roof, wall, door and windows. One of my biggest disappointments was the fact that there was no electricity. Fortunately, my cousin had just explain that at that time, they already had an electricity in there place. Growing up in Gensan, a part of my life had been spent in front of the TV or even listening to the radio.

That first night, everyone was preparing to go to sleep. They were unrolling the straw mat on the floor when they heard a noise. They're all laughing only to find out it was just a noise of our aunts, and uncles laughing outside.

When I was taking a peek outside, it was really dark. I felt goosebumps as the noise aside from my relatives were approaching my mind. With the full moon illuminating the humans (relatives) outside, I saw someone just too far from them but I'm not that sure what it was. To my surprise, I never expected to bring in mat what I had just seen that time. I was trying to do such things to forget all of it. I've tried to give some time on the messages left unread instead.

My mother woke me up early in the morning to start my day and feed some for my tummy. After an hour, my brother made a plan. He's an adventure-seeker; he's always looking for something extraordinary to while away his time. So, he brought us in a river 'sapa' just near in my cousin's house. Bringing a digicam, we toke some post there (but unfortunately, I haven't got one *sorry*) The river however was quiet cool for it has the clean water running softly. We decided to take our bath there and having a great time with the whole family.

The second day was still good but don't you know what's the great thing happened? Its when everyone decided to bought fruits "rambutan and lanzones" in a so what called place 'ewan' .. haha. lol. One thing's for sure, t'was too far from our place. Me and my brother's wife was intended to buy the said fruits. It was really too far and we never expected to meet our way like urgh! Seems we're not in this world! We'd meet a river, a zigzag road, a dusty place or even the place unknown. haha. lol. It was an unexpected thing happened. My bro's wife felt so curious where we had been, even me ! hahaha. It was really unfamiliar place for us that’s why maybe we left conscious and tired. Well atleast, it's worth it. We'd buy half sack of the 2 fruits.

Darkness fall and everyone was tired. the next day would be the day we'll go home. So everyone decided to sleep as early as 8pm.

The next morning, we're too busy doing things, packed our things and even the fruits we'd bought. Bye bye lola then. haha. Lola was smiling as we gave her a packed of cigarretes "tabacco" and a small amount Oh by the way, I guess the first day or maybe the second day was Lola's birthday. (kalimutan ku na ih, haha.) that's it! We enjoyed the vacation with a smile.

wheng <3

what push me to blog ?

Writing is an expression of one's emotion. Actually, I couldn't explain why I'm here. It was just that someone caught my attention and that was not important to know who that person is. When I saw his work, or maybe his blog. I felt something I couldn’t explain. haha. lol. Until such time, a question comes next. "What if I'll make one?" then that's it! I found myself too childish. I'm curious on how to be a good blogger but later, I just learned something from others. I'm so happy that somehow, I've been doing things which I never prefer to do before and it's a new thing now. It's a great thing and obviously I enjoyed and love it. ♥

Kung hindi ko lang nakita yung blog nea? Maybe I couldn't have possibly made a blog. I really don't know why I'm here but the thing is, it's good. I had lots of ideas now. I could share things. Explore and meet new people by doing crazy things, haha. lol. and syempre blogging. People might have seen theirselves unhappy but I tell you. Just a click on this site, you'll find it interesting. Maybe people also wondering where the interest could have come from, the blogger could have the reasons where or why. Maybe some, they just love to share. Fortunately, I was just influenced by someone and that's a good reason for me to smile every now and then. Hope he'd visit and appreciate also my works? haha. *asa!*

I share, I explore and I'll try my best to post certain things! *wink*
-- thanks to those who were always there, reading and updating my eiww blog. ahaha. lol.

wheng <3

A REAL BOYFRiEND ..

-- Another thing, again I red this from fs. haha! lol. *try mou basahin*

Read this till the end...

> When a girl walks away from you - [Follow her]

> When she stares at your lips - [Kiss her]

> When she pushes you or hits you - [Grab her and don’t let go]

> When she starts cursing at you - [Kiss her and tell her you love her]

> When she's quiet - [Ask her what’s wrong]

> When she ignores you - [Give her your attention]

> When she pulls away - [Pull her back]

> When she pulls away - [Pull her back]

> When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word]

> When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]

> When she's scared - [Protect her]

> When she lays her head on your shoulder - [Tilt her head up and kiss her]

> When she steals your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

> When she teases you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]

> When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]

> When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]

> When she say's that she likes you - [she really does more than you could understand]

> When she grabs at your hands - [Hold hers and play with her fingers]

> When she bumps into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]

> When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]

> When she looks at you in your eyes - [don’t look away until she does]

> WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]

> When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]

> When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]

> Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

> DON'T let her have the last word.

> NEVER call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is sooooo much better.

> Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

> Argue that she is the best girl ever.

> When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go.

> When she says she's ok, don’t believe it, talk to her.

> When she says she's sorry, she truly means it.

> Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her.

> Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

> Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

> Tease her and let her tease you back.

> Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

> Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

> Give her the world.

> Let her wear your clothes.

> When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

> Let her know she's important.

> Kiss her in the pouring rain.

> When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"


--- OMG ! that was really a good boyfriend. Where are you ? haha. 'em here. XD that was awesome. I love it! *sana mei guy pang ganean at sana mei guy din na nagbabasa netong post na 'to*

TiRED ..

‘em so tired from a debut party! it was fun though. I enjoy the company with my old friends, hs friends rather. I felt so happy. Unexpected things happened, but the expected person wasn't there. haha. lol. Anyway, still it was fun. Playing games, dances. haha! (parang bata ih) When I was there, I was a bit shy. Actually I wasn't supposed to be there but the group 'CAELZiEMYFERiLLE' insisted me. "NAKAKAHiYA" haha. My gift was just a simple and small stuff wit a bon o bon suave xocoletx, and a letter. I really don't know how to explain but I'm just unprepared. I didn't buy anything but well, she still appreciated. I felt saved from 'kahihiyan'. She also says she's still happy 'coz atleast my presence was there. *ktouch* haha. That's it. Got to go now. I'm tired and need to rest now. Early pa mass tom. XD

31 Ways To Make a Girl Smile .. (=

I was quiet confuse about this. I recieved this from a bulletin in fs. I red and yah! it's soo sweet. woot! when do I feel this ? tomorrow? next month? next year? ahaha. lol. whatever! ----->

1. Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out.

2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.

3. Hug her from behind.

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up.

5. Wrestle with her

6. Don't go hang out with your ex when shes not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.

7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and
hug her and kiss her.... let her know she's yours and they aren't.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"..and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.

9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.

13. Make her laugh, if you can make her laugh, you can make her do anything.

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then tell her.

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).

18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends.

21. Kiss her in the rain.

22. Kiss her just for the heck of it.

23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.

24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. it's the thought that counts.

25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.

27. Give her what she wants.

28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

29. Tell her shes beautiful, she needs to know her striving is working.

30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang with your girlfriend all the time.

31. If u care about her...SHOW her!
*soo sweet, woot!* xp

what's the difference between CLOSE friend and BEST friend ?

What was really the difference of close friend and best friend? Well, for me? I guess the difference of the two was that 'CLOSE FRiENDS' was just your close friends. haha. lol. Maybe you can share secrets but not totally the confidential secrets unlike 'BEST FRiENDS', they're the one who may be the trust-worthy person that gives you the influenced to share the secrets, confidential or not. If I were to compare the two relationships, maybe it was quiet the same but different functions. Close friends maybe were just there if you need them (any reactions? haha. sariling words) BUT best friend was always there no matter what even if you don't need them, they'd time to be with you even he/she's too busy, they know more about YOU! You can only tell if what your relationship with the person is iF you know the person's attitude. Maybe you can treat that person as a special friend, close friend or best friend. Basically there's no such difference between the two, it was just that they have a self function. But who cares? Most important is you have them, they have you! Your friends and you shared moments together.
Actually, I posted this 'coz I just want to share the feelings I have. I'm not that happy with a friend. She's one of my close friends. We're three and she's different! I can't tell more about her but she's just so urgh! Seems she don't care what people treated her, she's kind’ a weird and flirt. *sorry for this* but it was true. She had lots of boys in her life that we can't really understand why we always tried to be updated. Maybe 'coz of the respect we had for her. She's oust! We really don't know what to do, we've always understands. Now, we're on a process of plastic!
n u might red this. Sorry but we're disappointed. As what happened, we really don't know what to say nor what to do. You're there, we can't do anything. We've always say this, say that but seems you just DON'T CARE! *bhala ka*


[calm, ahaa]

LiFE iS SO UNFAiR! YES SO UNFAiR ..

Why life is so unfair? Because maybe life was just so unfair! haha . lol. Why do a lot of people suffering from a deep depreciation? Why there are poor? Why selected? Why advantages? Why happiness? There are lots of things to mention why life is so unfair! There are no better masters than poverty and want. Why do people seem uncared for others who are in need? They seemed to be bastard, selfish and uncared beings. Why helped and support, why give and forget? *left unanswered* It is impossible to stand still in this life. We are either climbing upward or slipping backward, that's the reality. People may fail anytime. Real happiness is so simple that most people do not recognize, they'll use it in a way they should. A person makes their life miserable, why don't be happy. Why sadness still exist? They say each dawn is a new beginning, but when and where to begin if those who are in high never gave importance and mercy to those who are in below? -- Selfishness. They ought to find certain things only for their selves. How unfair life brings us! Remember, we lived for our goodness. Maybe life was just like this. Life is a Challenge so dare it. It is a Game, and then we'd play for it. Understanding so let's comprehend and LiFE is Faith so believe it!

wheng <3

suitor's ..

What about suitors? haha .. [; this has been the girl's topic when I was in the comfort room. What were suitors really purpose? What are they trying to motivate? Do they deserve to be noticed? Guys can only answer those questions. Sometimes, the day would be instrumental on what they intended to do that day, but sometimes it's just as bad as it is. They we're having a hard time just to prove that they love her, blah blah. But one thing I learned from our group session last semester was prove doesn't really important in a relationship because prove only meant selfishness and unloved. Sister shared that if you really loved that person or if you're really inloved, there's no such things for you to find prove. You just feel it and that's it! As a girl, maybe we just want to make it sure that guys do serious about their intentions. When someone courted me? Call it crazy or what, my security and curiosity couldn't be swayed just like that. Fortunately, I'm right. They just ended it. Don't know what's the main reason but some, they're tired of waiting, mostly. haha. How unrespectful they are. haha. (tama ba? toink) But that's what they'd been. Some guys won't take no for an answer, that's why they left basted. harhar,. XD I really don't trust guys now, not totally but the experience I had makes me do. I still manage to be a good person, haha. lol. I'm not that interested anymore. I had been busy for school works and own affairs that completely forgot to think guys and that's a good reason for me not to think them. haha. *sama*
-- Guys be gentle worth words. Be who you are and don't too harsh on things. Love can wait and only time will tell. Just wait, in fact it's worth waiting for. You know what's bothering' me right now? haha. Well, just want to take this opportunity to share this line.
"The weird thing about you was you act as if you're willing, you're interested but is really don't care at all. We're not toys to play for" be good, boy. Remember 'karma' still strikes. weee. XD


[ala po aku pinapatamaan, sa matamaan lan. haha. lol]

wheng <3

BEiNG A STUDENT ..

Being a student has a lot of work. Students should attend meetings, assemblies, and school activities. They also need to follow the rules and regulations. This is the reason why students feel unhappy though there's a lot of things to be happy with. How tiring my day is. I only have 2 subjects this day but still, I'm tired. It's a cold Tuesday and maybe that's one of the reasons that make us fell tired. I was supposed to go home early but sad to say, we have to attend a meeting. (All CET first year student) I felt unhappy then after knowing the said meeting. The rain didn't stop and that makes our day so boring like argh ! I didn't expect this would be my day, I can't help it. BUT even though we're a bit lonely, we still manage to smile 'coz of them. Again and again, the group of cutie's in school. K F M R. ugh! *giggle* haha. Thank god He never let us feels unhappy all day long. We’re not so near from them. weee! =)) "I look baby pa naman" with a sequence in my hair. haha! lol. I'm tired yet relieved.

wheng <3

- mindanao state university -

while the other group were too busy practicin' for their folkdance. i was looking for a place to shot of. when i saw the two girls, i decided to take them a shot while walking going to the said school. never did editing 'coz guess it's for the better ! it looks good nman. [;

we made a whole comics. consists of 4 parts and we decided to draw somethin' weird. haha. lol. the story was kind'a interesting enough to read for. XD "THE WHO?!" niahaha ...

wheng <3

moments ..

"somewhere out there"

this was the last day of our cheerdance practice. i guees it was lat last month and an awarding night. (school activity) after practice, all of us decided to go somewhere out there. haha. lol. instead of going home, we were halfway to a some-what place called a beer house? haha. 'em not that sure but i guess that's the place. we drunk. opss! that was my first time experience. haha. lol. deffensive. after feelin' chill, someone planned to go somewhere else, then everyone decided to a place where almost everyone was there "oval plaza" then an hour passed, we left and bbye after.

- with mui close friend taldotx -

i got this pic from my fs accout. and yeah i remember, this was the time when we're on the mall after class with my close friend 'taldotx' we stroll and got some pics .. from bench to penshoppe. haha. lol. the two well-known branches of shirts, bags, jeans and perfumes for men and women.

"KFC with friends"

another one was this pic. this was the time when we're on a treat from a friend. soo happy that time. actually this picture was taken and kept for a long time. i just had my undecided mind to post this. it was a happy moment. eating , laughin' with friends!

wheng (=

~ a book with a glasses ~

` i found that pic when i was trying to look for a new pic to upload. then i decided to edit the brightness and contrast. and thats how it iooks like. i really don't know how to edit. wanna learn more. -

*my apology for the pic, same with the other pics*

"a teddy with an iphone"

-- this is a teddy from crystal. when i'm about to do such photo hunt in her phone, i found this. it looks so attractive. a brown and hairy teddy with an iphone and has a headset on both ears. seems it's a baby trying to keep busy listening a song without even knowing what does it really mean and where's the tune coming from. XD

- rubix cube -

+ rubix cube makes every student keeps busy of. they used to play during free time while having lots of patterns. everyone wants to learn how to complete the puzzle but actually practice really makes perfect. (=

wheng <3

a day of laughing ! XDD

t'was funny day! ahaha. lol. full of happiness i guess. we really don't expect this. haha. joan made our day. early as 8am the 'kada's there at school. *shock* ahaa. i wasn't supposed to be there early that time. it was just that 'because' of taldot and some other reasons but we're happy though. haha! the day started with a smile from "PiPOY" t'was a cute smile, haha .. =)) and that makes me feel happy then.

bell rang .. then,
classes starts .. another reason to laughed again. haha. when we're still on the stairs. (MO building) we found joan on the ladies room. trying to have our attention then laugh again! "sira na nman" haha. then goin' room after. since, our english teacher was late just a minuite, we laughed again thinking about her (english teacher) haha. we used to call her "maam barbie" t'was because her hair looks so cool with those curly black hair. joan decided that callsign. haha! *laugh laugh*

time's up ! fili's time ..
another reason to laughed again, t'was "maam impustura" haha! XDD or should i say "isadora" daw. niahah ! XDD that's what we call her. she's kind'a weird (sorry maam) but t'was true. we don't understand her always. [parang ala ngah kmi natutunan. haha!]

after an hour, here comes the most exciting subject in mwf's sched .,
R.E time (religion education) we're too bad to do things like these in this subject but we can't control ourselves. haha. this prof was my "boilet daw" waaa. haha! funny joke. we had made a plan to have our boilets in school. that was not a student but a teacher . haha. lol. and this prof was my partner! hahaa. =/ we had our quiz, & they guess i'm the highest. (dun think so) XDD

vacant time for us ! PE's next. then iT 121 after. again, by this time. we're still laughing bcoz of Z (zee) that was mispronounced by our teacher. haha. instead of the correct one, she used to pronounce it as (zeey) haha. lol. almost everyone laughed everytime she pronounced it. we didn't end our day with just a laugh but also with "kilig" we found them all outside the school. J K F were there. but sad to say, impaktu's there .. haha. but t'was okay as long as the three cuties were there. taldot and i just make a smile eventhough we felt somethin' bad 'bout gen. nevermind.

- LAUGHiNG ends after we separated our way -

fun tuesday ! XDD

second day of student's week. it went out fine . haha. though 'em late in my first subject. lol. i found myself too serious on how to solve the problems in TRiGO ! haha .. oh well, t'was just measurements. rotfl.

after lunch, "kada" (taldot,gen,wheng & joan) decided to hunt those guys again, just around the school. haha. the group of cool guys. XD [alang kasawaan] that's it ! we found them. " J -- K -- F -- M -- R " haha .. that was the first letter of theie names. inspiration "daw yan," haha. 'kalandian' woot !

anyway, i'm recently reading a book. It was a book from Alison BOnd. The cover itself looks so attractive and also the title of the book. XDD it has a violet cover with a pink shoes inside the shaded pink star. (above) the title of the book "HOW TO BE FAMOUS" starring three girls, one dream and a few home truths ...

three different girls whose dreams all depend on one another ~ and who are all about to realize the true price of fame ..

new skin ! wee. tnx to joanna. ((=

wee ! new skin now. so happy. i've been longing to change my profy. here it is. wee. =)) tnx to joanna. we're not that close but still she helped me. *hugs sis* after such time, f'nally ..

another day for us! tiring day .. 'em still busy doing school works. urgh! mwf is crap ! straight class. but good thing, we saw them again. *smile* we can't express what we feel. we're just happy, smiling. u don't know? it's all about them ! the cute group of guys in school. everytime we look for them, we found ourself too "kuleet" haha. lol. oh! before I forgot, just last week. K disturbed my way; i mean got my attention. horhor. XDD "nagkabangga lan aman kami" cute cute. t'was 3pm after trigo class. i guess it's thursday ! MO ground floor building. haha .. share. *smoochesz*

eto lan. pagud nku. XDD

it's been weeksz. [;

yeaa, it's been weeks. I havent blog for a week. I've been bc doing some stuffs and school works. I have lots of things to blog about.. i was supposed to post an entry for yesterday's happenings. but sad to say, i really don't have enough time to post. i was so busy from early morning 'till night. hey! i'll be using the right spelling now. haha. it was just that I want it to look good. wee. (; anyway, so much for that ..

the yesterday's experiences was enough for me to say i enjoyed! yesterday was my dad's birthday and it went out so cool. we had no idea where to celebrate nor what we are going to cook. it was just so happened, "fiesta dun sa pinsan cou" and we're too excited. lol. we don't need to think what are we going to do but to go there. we've been there untill 2pm then home. funny to know, things just so happened, everyone enjoyed! the things we almost did every dad's birthday was swimming but we'd just been experienced being unlucky this year dad's birthday. "pocket-empty" so that's it.

going home, i was asking for my mom to buy an eyeglasses-- as what my sister had planned. she want me to wear for my eyes protection. then an hour passed, we're on the mall. then that's it. i have my glasses now. looks so weird but pretty much cool. haha. lol. we also buy an ice cream! for my both niece's. lolo's treat!

that night, my brother and his wife invited us for a dinner. so we go there. dinner then ice cream! haha. arrived HOME around 9pm with their 2 grandchildrens. haha. it was such a great experience. happy and relieved. (;

First day in school .. /all over again ! =P

t'was another semester for us .. 2nd semester is here! we will be going to work on w/ all the activities and programs in school, to deal wif the teachers, same as e\wif the new faces-- our classmates! cheer for us.
but well, actually this day was just a simple day .. seems like the new people and things around us same as wif before. we don't even know what's new! hopefully we could deal wif the new people aasily specially wit my close friend; bestfriend neither. (TALDOTX) this day was just as simple as zZzzzZz .. we thought it's kind'a fun but nooo. soo soo boring ! errr. we've just tried to smile even were not that happy at all.

-- CHiSMiS ..
our fil teacher last sem was still our teacher dz sem ! horhor. impustora. woink! well, we can't do anything about it but to mingle wit her. (plastik?) haha .. hope things will be goin' fine. wew.

BOOORRiiiNGGGG !!!

PART 2 (Ghost Story -- DEAR MR. EDiTOR)

continuation ... ;/

-- On the way back to the office, Martin still couldn't believe what had just happened. He thought that it was impossible for him to receive emails from Danny when his father claimed that he committed suicide two years ago. "There must be a logical explanation for this," he told himself. When he reached his office, it was already dark. It was almost 9 pm. Everyone must have gone home, he thought as the building looked abandoned save for the guard who was on night duty. He quickened his steps towards his office, ignoring the creeps he had been feeling all night. When he reached his office, he turned on the lights and his computer, checking again Danny's emails. His eyes widened and he broke into a cold sweat as he went through Danny's emails. All of the emailswere sent in 2004, two years ago! " Oh my God! How come I didn't notice this?" Martin was definitely confused and spooked. He realized that Danny could have sent Martin his sample works two years ago but Martin was too busy to read through them. He must have deleted all of Danny's works and never took time to reply. Then suddenly, the power went out. There was complete darkness. Martin panicked and started for the door. When he opened the door, he was surprised to see a man in a barong blocking his way.
Martin almost fainted when he realized that the man was floating, his eyes were sunken and dark, blood was coming out of his mouth. Martin was sure who he was - Danny! He recognized him from the pictures his father showed Martin earlier. Before Martin could react, Danny's ghost already got hold of Martin's throat and started to strangle him. Martin realized that the force was so strong that his feet were already off the ground. Martin uttured a prayer. He was fast losing consciousness due to lack of oxygen. Martin mustered all his strength and yanked himself off the grip of his attacker. The grip loosened and he was dropped to the floor. Running blindly, he went back to his office shouting for help. None came as his voice couldn't reach the guard stationed at the gate. He was groping in the darkness looking for possible escape. He bumped on a stack of magazine and fell. He saw that the ghost followed him inside his office. Martin's survival instinct kicked in as he started throwing piles and piles of magazine to Danny's ghost. To his horror, they would just pass through the apparition, landing in a loud thud behind him. The ghost dived in for another attack, aiming for Martin's throat. Martin was sure that his time was up and that his body would be found lifeless in the morning.
Then he realized what Danny's father told him. Danny was a frustrated writer! Martin grabbed a copy of the magazine and waved it in the air. "It's here! Your article was finally printed! See, that's your name!" Martin gasped, as he flipped through the magazine's pages trying to locate Danny's article.
To his relief, the ghost let go of his neck. The ghost eyed the article, looking mesmerized. A few moments passed, yhe power was back, Martin scanned the area and found no one but himself. He heared the guard pounding on his office door. Relieved to hear another living being, he quickly opened the door. The guard was surprised to see him looking scared and was confused as he saw the mess in his office. Martin didn't bother to explain and just asked the guard to stay with him as he collected his things from his desk. He couldn't wait to go home and forget about the incident. Then he noticed one magazine lying on the floor. Picking it up, he saw that Danny's article was torn from the magazine, the pages missing. Martin was sure that the ghost took the pages.
After that incedent, Martin became more conscientious in dealing qith aspiring writers making sure never to crush their spirit. He also made sure he leaves his office by 8 pm.

-- END --
awuu. i posted this 'coz i've found myself very interesting while reading the title. haha! and plup!em ryt. XDD haha. hup ya enjui ..

DEAR MR. EDiTOR -- one of the story in a True Phil. Ghost Stories (TPGS) 18

i've been readin' for a week. and it was just that i've found myself too serious readin' a kind of book that wasn't supposed to be my habit. haha! funny. well, i just wanna share this story. a story that affects my whole being. haha. (nman) waaha! seatbelt na ! harhar.

the story goes on like this ...

-- Martin is an editor of a bi-monthly lifestyle magazine for men. The stress of meeting deadlines took a toll on his appearance as he looks older than his age. te company's decision not to hire regular writers and to just look for contributors who would be paid per article added to his load. The company placed an ad for freelance writers in a national daily and in just a matter of a week, his email inbox had been flooded with inquiries. Part of his job was to screen those interested and shortlist them.
Martin was always the last person in the office, leaving at around 9 pm. Before going home one Friday night, he checked his email one last time and saw that there were a few messages needing his attention. Since he would spend his Friday night at home anyway, he decided to read his emails. One email caught his attention. It was an inquiry from a freelance writer named Danny. He was asking if Martin was still in need of writers and asked if he could send some sample articles. The editor replied and told Danny to send some of his works.
The next night, at around 9 pm, Martin was already cleaning up his desk when he suddenly had the urge to check his email one last time. Having forgotten about Danny, he was surprised to see an email from him again. This time, the email came wih an attachment containing his sample works. "Great!" Martin muttured to himself. Now, he has no choice but to go through Danny's sample works before he leaves for home. To his amazement, the articles were well. written. The materials were what he was looking for. After going through te samples, he wrote Danny an email saying that his works were good and they would see print in the magazine's next issue.
A month passed, Martin and Danny regularly communicated through email. Danny continued supplying Martin with good materials. Martin was very happy that he had found the perfect freelance writer of the batch. One day, he requested for Danny's contact numbers. Martin needed to talk to his writer. It took Danny over a week to finally give him his contact number and home address. Martin replied to danny's email asking him if he wanted to pick up his pay check. He also said that they could just send it to the address Danny provided. No reply came from Danny.
Three issues of the magazine came out containing Danny's articles. Queries from readers started to pile up on Martin's desk.. All were asking who the new writer was and that his articles affected most of them in a good way. His articles are very insightful, the letters said. The big bosses of the company started to get interested on the new writer. They wantedd to meet him in person. Martin, on the other hand, was puzzled. After providing him with his contact details, Martin had never heard from Danny again. Something must have happened, Martin thought.
The next day, he went to the address Danny gave him. This was after he tried reaching him through the phone number Danny gave him. The phone line has been disconnected. He decided to get off work early to go to Tauguig where the address was. He managed to find the house before it got tottaly dark. It was a modest two-story apartment located in a middle class neighborhood. He knocked on the door several times before a tall man in his fifties opened the door.
"Good evening, sir. I'm looking for Danny," Martin said.
"Are you a friend of his?" asked the man, puzzled.
"No, sir. Actually we haven't met. I'm Martin, the editor of (name of magazine). I'm looking for him to offer him a permanent post in our company," Martin explained.
"I'm his father and you're too late." He has an angry tone in his voice.
"Sorry, sir, but I just don't get it." Martin was uncomfortable.
"You asked for my son now when you didn't even bother to appreciate his works two years ago before Danny decided to take his own life! How dare you come to me now when you were tha cause of his death!" tha father of Danny was shouting now.
"Two years ago? But there must be some mistake! He has been sending us sample of his works for a month now. Is this some kind of a joke?" Martin was nervous.
Danny's father let him in; calmer now. He led Martin inside and told him to follow him. Danny's father opened a door that turned out to be Danny's room. Danny's father opened an old and dusty box he got from under the bed and showed the contents to Martin. Though he wasn't sure at first what it was, he suddenly realized that he was holding an old manuscript.
"It's been two years," the man told him. One morning, he found his son dangling from the ceiling, a rope tied qround his neck. Danny was heartbroken, he died a frustrated writer, his dather said. He sent his sample works to various magazines in the country but not even a single publication took notice of him dismissing his work as mediocre. What Marttin was holding was Danny's last works, a copy of which was sent to Martin's magazine two years ago. Martin's hand shook as he realized that they were the same materials that were printes in their magazine.

(SORRY FER THiS .. BUT ii NEED TO ENDED iT .. wooh! WAS JUST THAT 'EM RUNNiN' OUT OF TiME. I WAS JUST DOiN' THiS HiR iN A SO WHAT CALLED "CAFE" waa. BUT i'LL CONTiNUE THiS STORY TOMORROW. ENJOY READiNG!
THANKS FER THE TiME YU SPENT READiN' .. XD labyuu.

the yesterdae's . && enrollment's about tu come ! X.X

ei, its been days .. ahehe, and I hav new things to blog about .I just had my new self. the old new plain self. haha! being alone whole week at my room, eat. sleep. sound3p . txt. and movie mara. haha. last last dae, i had my new dress. the brand i relli wan tu hav., (hotkiss) at home, i just found it good though i hate the color (pink).

yesterdae, it's rainy day and I was like pissed off wen kua disturbed me from mui beauty rest. haha! he ask me to pay the bills. but lucky, i've got a reward after. haha. reward. i'll kept it fer my daily load? haha. adiik.

wen I went home, haha. i had a call . chitchat. hmmm, it's november. knwon to be the haloween month. of course I really want to look fer a cute movie to watched for. ahaha. but unfortunately, i dun hav my companion. unexpectedly, rj invited me fer a movie. felt so happi haha. yet 'lil bit nervous. ahaha. i reli want to be wit him. hmmm? haha . funny.

movie, movie, movie. I just recently watched a movie yesterdae. it was just a good movie, da story was ok, as well as the effects. it is sure good too watch, the genre of the movie was suspense, action, thriller and maybe horror hehe. XD i just dun hav any pics ..

and f'nally enrollment's about to come ..
ohmy! we dun have enuf money to pay fer my enrollment's amount.
haha, joke. mui sister had just sent money fer my enrollment.
kind'a excited. my besfriend were plannin' to study in my skul.
we're threee now. the 3 piglet's .. haha!

no pics fer dis blog.
nxtime maybe.

last dae exam! final's over .. XD

awuu! thank god .. it's over! haha .. hmm, 'lil bit OKAE .. haha! iT 113 && R.E .. hmmmm, haha! well, after exam, mall galore .. harhar. wit friends (taldot && franz) mhy and dhy (franz and her boilet) met den we're out of place. so, we decided to stroll. haha! XD w/o even knowin' taldotx wanna buy a "color jeans" haha! so we've tried to look for dat kyut one .. den plup ! 'blue green' ., looks cool. whaa! how i wish i do hab mui money to buy. woink (; poor . after dat, 'PORT CAFE' here we are .. haha! (; we relli looks so hungry. *eat eat eat* haha. babui. hmmmm, den we've got sum picx .. lots of "kalukohan" haha .. try to check it out! (above)

2nd dae exam! x.x

awuu! juscu .. almost done ! 2 subj left! and tomorrow's gonna be our last dae .. then ... SEMBREAK .. haha! (; well, it went out so bad . i dun even know how to solve doz urgh problems. wew. i guess 'em 80% fail .. huhu. english's not bad .. iT and math ? HATE iT !! huhu. rewrr. but well, my dae ended so cool. we stroll together wit my friends (gen, tala) den i'l just find it out, ii do have anader pon. weee! ☺ two fone now, cool cool. sooo so happy. that's it. nothing to share nymore .. xD hmm, just check dz *kabuang* edited picx by "paint" haha! hanggang paint pa lan ata aku .. woink! (; gagaling din acou pagdating sa edit, harhar,. (kelan pa kea) check dz out. kind'a cheap, haha!

first dae exam !

quiet damn ! errr .. hate it! got an answer fer accounting yet i knoe it's wrong ! big X .. uhuu . i guees i'll fail. wew. atleast done done done wit accntg. "bhala na" god is oweiz dr .. hhaay.. nothing mur to say .. just wanna share sum edited picx .. out of three, two is cumin' from K & F .. horhor. XD

better check it out, wans't clear but datx it !! haha (; beeh .. (up) ♥

finals is about to come! :X

finals is about to come! dun even knoe how to studii ebriting about this examination. i reli nid to strive hard .. gahd! hope u'll guide me .. first day of examination, first subject -- ACCOUNTiNG .. crap! i xoxo hate dat subj. dat was my weak subj .. mui midterm grade in dat subj was quiet annoying. errr! hope i can do things so, i reli want to knoe more about this subj. [nkkacra xa!, errr!] hhhahai, information technology, wit an accounting subj, watda! for what? wew, well .. we can't do nything 'bout it. well, em just hopin' i could pass d subj, i dun want to retain. (juscu po) hope things will go on smoothly.
well, i can't take my exam w/o my permit .. atleast i've got my permit yesterday. harsh! we haven't time to visit at comfort room for ourselves. wat we did? run, from fourth floor down to the eng'g kiosk. third floor agen for dean and registrar. quiet urghh! but atleast we've almost done! all we need to do now is studii studii study .. hopefully, we could pass the exam! wew. hope so.

lord, help me! :( i reli need to pass this finals.

all about muiself .. too long to post it on my 'about me' part ..

It has been 16 years since I came out from my mom’s tummy. I have three handsome older brother’s named Robert, Wilfredo, and Elmer. and two pretty sister named Alma Lyn and Liezl. I LOVE to eat “yummy”. Love’s to sing. LOVES to take picture “obviously”. Addict in blue’s stuff. I spend most of time in texting while listening to music. Whenever I feel sad I found listening love song’s or writing something chuva! Yeah, that’s my drama. I LOVE TO WRITE without restraint. I xoxo LOVE POOH . hope someone got an intension to buy for me, assuming?. I’m a movie buff and love goofing around with my friends BUT I don’t like hanging out with a lot of people that much. I can’t manage to wear anything. I don’t want to wear those uber sexii one. eEiw!.xp. but I have a knack for shopping, it relieves me for my own consistent depression. I look mataray, masungit, suplada, snob type gal, and whatever. All right, I knew it, BUT you should know me first before you judge me. I’m sensitive nut then, oi don’t let it show. I abhor people keep on tricking you after you’ve given your whole trust. So be careful. Don’t you dare to fool me? kei sumbong ta mu .. hihi .. x) I am a big dreamer, I have lots of ambitions in life, all of which I do not guarantee to myself but I intended to take one step at a rime, liberated with thoughts, driven with passion, innocent but clever, believer yet a critic and most of all a god fearing. Jealous envy average girl. LOVE to blab about everything with my friends. My families are friends fuel my bottomless attitude of gratitude for being an amazing the ways they are the people in my life are the bomb dignity.I’m not afraid or embarrassed to say or share the silly things about myself. I’m not that transparent person what you see is not what you get. I like looking into other people’s emotions and sharing their lives. I’m a person of sentiments and I value everything thriving. I’m emotional. I cry a lot and that’s how I take out my emotions (anger). I cry sometimes when I’m watching sad movies. I cry when I’m sad, pissed off or angry. I’m very sensitive, I get hurt easily. I am also a moody gal, I have the biggest swings, and I change my mood like in every other hour. Accept me don’t change me. Neither condemns me nor put me down. Accept me for what I am; no you need to agree with me. For I am a total being. Have my faults, I have my guilt’s, but that is who I am perfect I will never be, allow me to inhibited. Do not pressure me into feeling what I do not feel. Accept me when I’m flying high as I had accepted you when you are flying high. Do not out me down, nor make me feel unhappy about me.Just accept me. The things that you hate about me are the things that make me real, part of who really I am. So it’s better to hate me for who I really I am than loved me foe being someone I pretended to be. I detest people who are plastics and pretentious ones. It’s just not my thing. I’m east to get along with; I can be your friend. Just don’t mess up with me and my loved ones. I am what I am. Deal with it or leave? It’s up to you. I do hate convincing people sometimes. I don’t need to pretend just to please anyone. I am a scared shitless whore. I’m a complex being, versatile in a sense. I can mingle to anyone as long as with good intensions and those interested ones. Oh by the way, I’m a net freak. I spend whole time as long as I have time. xD . About guys, descent and well educated one, I want neat and very organize. Proud of proclaiming to the world that he loves me with full of contentment. Be sure to catch me if I fall, simple as that. I am afraid of rejections, parting and letting go. So if you’re here now and later you’ll leave me behind? Oh boy, don’t make things more complicated now or never. I’ll wait for him, that one man sweep off mu feet. I am a romantic and if this fall is not possible then all I wish for is a man to love me truly, madly. Without doubts! With contentment! I wait for the universe to conspire for it’s awakening something true and lasting. can’t for mui [laughtop, braces, ipod] xD . hahay. kapwa freshy, gudluck stin !. 

holiday .. haha! (; surf surf surf ..

it's holiday! haha .. and here i am again .. sharing . haha! hmm, i didn't visit mui blog for 2 days. bc bc bc .. even now, 'em too bc .. well, i woke up! buy ingredientx for brownies (as oweiz) ahaha . den bake .. as of now. i was supposed to planned for my costume tomorrow's modeling. (nakx! i dun hav any qualifications for a model) waha! but well, it's a must! wew. i need skinny, shoes, and shirt. just as simple as that. wish me luck for tomorrow's activity. ahaha! (; toink! , hmmm. nythin' to share? hmmm, nothing. i supposed to share a lot for dz past days but i nver visit dz blog datx y i need to refresh mui mind .. haha! but well. as far as i remember, i guess it's all about our inspiration .. KF , haha! look up .. wehi . and and and .. we do hav our probie again .. we're too emotional. haha.

tala && i both hab a probie 'bout our studies. maybe we'll stop schooling. uhuhu. :( financial probie BUT we still think positive. positiv, positiv, positiv .. g0o for it ! we think there's a solution .. still, we smile 'coz of our iNSPiRATiON . tnx for them! idk wat to say, nawalan nku xah concentration. i'll share again nxtym .. bbye for now.

haha! it's saturdae? hmmm, wat about dz dae? well, we're just too bc doin' skul workx. no time for rest. we need to compile all the projectx! crap .. not enough time .. 2 iT subjectx, wit a proj on it . it wasn't that easy .. but we can't do nythin about it but to follow.. still, it's good to follow them than having F in finals .. i started my dae wit a smile yet i ended it wit an embarrased felling. 8am was the said plan to start doin' our proj. but as a student, lazyness comes first. so, we're late and we alredii started at 9 o'clock. quiet funny but we're too serious on it. as time runs, we never did nything 'bout proj but check , update our fs instead. after 2 hours of surfin', we felt unhappi then. we dun even start even just 1 letter .. now, that's y we're 'problematic' .. monday's about to come and that would be the day of deadline .. omg! we don't even know wat to do .. but well, we're keepin' a deep breathe and thinking positive that tomorrow, we will be goin' to do it .. no fs, no chats, no research neither. 'coz it's just as simple as [powerpoint] bad isn't it? haha! positive, positive ..

we've tried to do nythin' for us to do our proj .. but failure. kind'a sad 'coz we relii tot my laptop is coming tomorrow but sad to say, it was cancelled. we've tried to call for a help in our friends, to borrow their laptops, to gave us an idea but still .. Failure. after for such an hour, we've planned to make a move! tala & ii went to the G-mall. waiting for her dad .. we stroll and we've got sum picx wyl we're there .. (up there) haha! funny. and datx it .. wehihi. xD we ride on goin' to matatag .. haha! bhai nla tala. we took picx wyl on the car. then, we eat, took picxurs && here we are. typing. wahha! xD i'll sleep over here 'til tomorrow. after proj, cum back home .. haha! (; beeeh ..

as of now? hmm, we're hungry. i'll just leave this wit a smile ☺and a ♥ fer y'all .. muaa.

deo's burdae ! (tala's bro) haha ,, (;

a pleasant day .. ahaha! it's deo's burdei .. tala's bro. tala is one of my close friend ryt now. a good good friend. we both hav dat nice atittude. no wonder we sometimes say we're best friends .. sept 26, 20o8 .. well, maybe it's a pleasant day .. earlii mornin', we felt a not so good dae . ahaha! we relli dun knoe wat to do 4 her to change (gen) but we're hopin' , as soon as possible she would came into dat part .. well, stop about her . she's just a so called "freak && liar" for us . and we can't do nythin' about it .. there she is, and we guess she's happi ayt now .. we can't blame her too. well, i dun want to share 'bout her dat much, 'em afraid dat time will cum i'll find it out she read dz .. "angry && heartache" will be the next 4 xur .. nwei, in d end of dz dae, still ... happi. haha! after class, we waited for tala's dad .. i dun expected dat i can go wid dem .. *shy* her dad, mom, siz & her (siz's bf) is there .. *shy'shy* .. well, datx it! it's raining and inside d car ? (coldd) haha .. wif aircon. chit chat wit her cz and most spexali wit tala. we drop by --> cake gallery , they buy a kyuti cake fer deo.. den datx it . i go home .. and wit a cake! how sweet tala's mom is .. haha!, lubb nea tlgah acou. she gave me 2 slices of cake 'coz i can't go wid dem daw .. so aun .. haha! it ends after .. i thanked dem.

it's my first post so i guess i would stop ir ..
a lot of people txted me na. haha! (; *adeeek*
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